It’s over three weeks since my wedding. And I still can’t do “that”. Yep, it’s embarassing actually. But, that was what happened. Well, the fact is...that...”the wall” is too strong to breaking. Poor, my husband. I let him deep..deeeeply...pain in his ass. I never thought before, that the process would created a huge pain in the hole. That’s absolutelly NOT as easy as people said. It was hurt...painfull...unpleasure...and tiring.
Maybe....just maybe. It’s becouse I separated with him, in different city. So, we just met, and having ‘mmm’, once a week. But, souldn’t that make couple more...you know...pasionated, becouse they were holding the feeling of longing? I...I dont know. Since I realize that me and him were an amateur...ha!
I met him about six years ago. I’m in collage that time. First impression was that, he’s tall, shy and polite person. I had a boyfriend that time, who abandoned me for three weeks. And my girl friend set me up, to had a date with him. Once or twice dating, sudenlly I became his girlfriend. After a lot of up and down, litle affair,he asked me to met my father (who desperatelly wanted me to get married as soon as possible). And..ta...da...he asked me to marry him (with very un-romantic proposal), and I said yes. But, a month before my wedd, my boss gave me a promotion –that I can’t reject- and asked me (as an order) to moved to other city where the position was available. And here I am, lonelly, suffer married woman, in this city, a.l.o.n.e.
Well... I can’t wait till this weekend. When I will meet him, and will try (really trying) to make “the wall” finally broken!!! Yiaaaay....
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